I took them all

I took some pills a while ago
then a while ago,
and a while ago again.

I found my friend

I found a pause of silence
of throbbing

of expectation and suspense, and surrender
and it felt so fucking good
to be so fucking lost
that I cried
and cried
and Sighed a simple
liquid sigh
until all my joints cracked
and quivered-
until my throat felt tight
eyes wet,

My friend,
my friend
my one
friend stood, hunched, leaned, kissed

And cried with me.


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