Are We Our Names?

Or the roles we play on earth’s soil? Or the soil we play as? Itemized by nomencalture, participation, or act

DO NOT PERCEIVE

"i am the Self that i perceive myself to be which is to say i exist"
"i am the Self that you perceive me to be which is to say i exist as long as you perceive me"
"you exist because i perceive you which is to say that you exist as long as i perceive you"
what shame to be as fragile as a You unperceived by an Other

perceived as the concept of a future
as a concept shifting towards fruition, a speck in the womb, the warm hand feeling for a love so unconditional it exists before the object of its affections can be perceived
as the thing-ness of a birthed human
as an object that can cry and break
as an object that can make one cry and break
as an object that can break and can make one cry as they hold the broken parts, the broken loops, the broken codes of failing, plump body perceiving its own aftermath
as the thing-ness of an exited human
as a concept shifting towards an ancestral acceptance, a guide through life from death, with gold coins over eyes and mouth reflecting back unseeable, unmentionable truths
perceived as the concept of a past

Your memories are yours

Memory	Fragments
First Kiss	maple syrup sticky fingers tree boy running kiss home church pews childhood first altar touching lips hitting soft peach knees
Walking Home	church childhood different homes schools apple tree road walking girls running houses burning white gates divorce
First Love	love rooftop hardness gospel touch roaming discovery wet legs first
First Heartbreak	fragile fingers first bruised pride heart cold kisses voicemails deleted heart
Recognizing Self	emerging self adulthood funeral homes recognizing unanswered letters mail mirrors grief speeches lost friends fading loves hard road
First Funeral	first brother youth apricots lilies divorce funerals emails unanswered
Most Joy	cradled child apricot joy blanket unconditional heartache pure cries remembered most
School	glue sticks tissue boxes fall leaves construction hall paper pass zig-zag plastic scissors childhood books authority alarms youth bell plane playground friends story time period uniform tease seasonal bully routine children
Childhood	trauma friendship library hangout hallway fights alarms parent found family
Comfort	waarm milk peppermint tea childhood blanket embraces nostalgia books
Coping
Accomplishments	graduation ceremony first exam gilded trophy plastic diploma medal relationship pride
Change
Fears
Identity
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Inspiration

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is this stream of consciousness an ocean
belly up with foam - a sargosso sea
garbage patch. or thinking outside the box
[within the box]?

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Touch
- Slippery
  - Whipped cocoa butter slipping from fingerpad to nailbed, melting into oil and the body's warmth
  - Body wash slickness and bare feet on smooth cold tiles
- Rough
  - Stomach slush burning the throat raw
- Sharp
  - The wobbling, blinding sun singeing lenses
  - A thin sharp sheet slicing into the finger's side
Hear
- Soft
  - The gentle squish crunch of damp October leaves
  - The humming fan; its strobbing whirling breeze
- Neutral
  - -
  - -
- Hard
  - -
  - -
Sight
- Colors
  - Red
    - Deep bespeckled ruby blood from nostril to cleft to chin
    - Sun beemed through eyelids
    - Pulverized tomato mashed into thinned pulp and loosened skin
    - Freshly sliced flesh, torn muscle, severed tendons, degloved fingers
    - Freshly sliced strawberries
  - Orange
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Yellow
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Green
    - Blades of fresh sharp grass
  - Blue
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Indigo
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Violet
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Black
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Gray
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - White
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
  - Phenomenon
    - Sencha
    - Pi Lo Chun
- Water
- Coffee
Smell
- Tea
  - Black Tea
  - White Tea
  - Green Tea
    - Sencha
    - Gyokuro
    - Matcha
    - Pi Lo Chun
Taste
- Sweetness
  - Black Tea
  - White Tea
- Sourness
  - Squeezed lemon ichor across fish flesh or glass rims
  - White Tea
- Saltiness
  - Sweat collected at one's upper lip or the inner thigh of a lover
  - Grains of sand stuck to the heel of a hand that swipes across mouth and shoulder, kissed away rerettably by an unsuspecting friend
- Bitterness
  - Black Tea
  - White Tea
- Savoriness
  - Black Tea
  - White Tea
Balance
- Imbalanced
  - White Tea
- Balanced
  - White Tea

REMOVE YOUR TRAUMA

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× Danger! Indicates a dangerous or potentially negative action.

× Success! Indicates a successful or positive action.

× Info! Indicates a neutral informative change or action.

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× Danger! Indicates a dangerous or potentially negative action.

× Success! Indicates a successful or positive action.

× Info! Indicates a neutral informative change or action.

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Who Is Welcomed? (WIP)

Are We Our Names?

DO NOT PERCEIVE

Your memories are yours

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Touch

Hear

Sight

Smell

Taste

Balance

REMOVE YOUR TRAUMA